What communist government do you approve of? So we aren't allowed to generalize on communists, but you are allowed to generalize on capitalists. And you didn't answer my question, what is it that you do like? What system puts God over country and economy? Every system is going to have people that try to manipulate it and take advantage, that isn't exclusive to capitalism. Capitalism has done more for the world than has any other system. For the most part, it has been based on meritocracy and ability, which is critical to innovation and development.
This system was based on Judeo-Christian values. There is no doubt that has eroded, but that's not on the government, that's on the family and community. People have agency and it is up to them, including you, to do the right thing. That is constant under any governing system.
I hope you enjoy work, voluntary at that, because a lot of places wouldn't give you that option, even if you think it "illusory." Guy who spends much of his time being sedated, and in a couple hours going to light up again, calling someone a "lazy sloth." Good stuff. You aren't a victim; as soon as you understand that, your life will improve drastically.