I had hope that we'd be bowl eligible after the Purdue game, yet in the back of my mind, there was the feeling that it may come down to Black Friday. And now it has. I have felt all kinds of emotions, going to games in person since '99. I never thought it would be as bad as two years ago, but that heavy zombie like apathy is returning. I'm worried that if we should lose in the Nebraska way on Friday, that it will be the worst post-loss hangover yet.