I've done as much or more with NU football, players, and the program as anybody on this board. I prefer to have enough meta-cognition to recognize my own thought patterns and I prefer to not robotically get illogical optimism because I know for me personally that becomes cynicism, and somebody must be at fault or be blamed. Ever notice how the most optimistic people now will also be the first people to lose their minds in August, in the 1st quarter when are down 14-0. They will be the first who act like petulant little children wanting a coach fired half-way through the 3rd game of the season because they are looking way too forward to watching one of the worst football teams from the last 10 years. Husker fans are some of the most brutal towards huskers because they robotically cycle from optimism to cynicism to depression every year even though there isn't a single argument for why this team will be "good". Hopefully they are at least entertaining or give us a carrot to look forward to in the future.