We lost my Dad today due to advanced dimentia causing a stroke which took his life... He was a sergeant in Nam and was there for two tours.. He said he couldn't ever forget how many he killed and he couldn't quit seeing his buddies that were killed right in front of him... I shared this to let people know that trauma from war doesn't mean your weak.. It means you absorbed the moment and can't forget it..He is finally over the constant strain of the trauma he endured.. He was only 67 years old.. Love you Dad