This is what I’m worried about for myself in the next 10+ years. I hope you stay active and wish you great health growing older.I played small college ball and it definitely cured me of missing it when it was over. I was ready to be done and get on with life. By the time I was a senior it felt like a job. It definitely wasn't like the rah rah fun of playing with HS buddies. In any event, I'm in way better shape from an ortho perspective than my wife who has never done anything more athletic than swing a golf club. But I'm 48 and have trouble remembering names and I'm really starting wish I never played football.