Last year alone I made 102,000 dollars. Salary and investments combined.
I lost my job however the 23rd of last month. Due in part to the shit I endure and was too f***ing proud to admit to really having.
Ten days prior to that however I said I had had enough with the bullshit my mind put me through.
Medication was prescribed, I am also now in therapy.
This fourth could have been the hardest one yet knowing the peril I placed my family in. We have saved, I have less than 500 debt thanks to paying EVERYTHING OFF well before this but I'm here in my home, actually feeling for the first time in years and it's not sadness, it's not hate or rage, paranoia or denial... I am simply feeling better.
Taking a little trip to Chicago in two days before I start filling out applications and you know what... I'm going to look forward to this new chapter. Maybe for the first damn time since I was 22 I will be able to function like a normal god damn person and be happy with life because the past 11 years since then have been a nightmare.
Happy 4th everyone. God Bless you all!
I lost my job however the 23rd of last month. Due in part to the shit I endure and was too f***ing proud to admit to really having.
Ten days prior to that however I said I had had enough with the bullshit my mind put me through.
Medication was prescribed, I am also now in therapy.
This fourth could have been the hardest one yet knowing the peril I placed my family in. We have saved, I have less than 500 debt thanks to paying EVERYTHING OFF well before this but I'm here in my home, actually feeling for the first time in years and it's not sadness, it's not hate or rage, paranoia or denial... I am simply feeling better.
Taking a little trip to Chicago in two days before I start filling out applications and you know what... I'm going to look forward to this new chapter. Maybe for the first damn time since I was 22 I will be able to function like a normal god damn person and be happy with life because the past 11 years since then have been a nightmare.
Happy 4th everyone. God Bless you all!
