Indeed. Listen to only the love and faith, and know God is with you. I lost a child and I must tell you from God Winks and reports of siblings who were very young - well, my child is with us in heaven and we have been made aware. I can't change anything, but have been blessed by knowledge of these mini- miracles of occurrences. I must wish you peace in any form you find it . There is a truly loving community, of real people and your spiritual companions.